Had he thought about how different they were? If anything it was a dark shadow that Jake cast over their relationship. Or at least, that’s what it was from Jermaine’s perspective. He had a lot of his own unpacking to do with that, and he was working on it. But the difference between them…especially the difference, not just the myriad of mundane ways in which they were nothing alike, but the big thing that was wildly, improbably, and unexplainable different about them-

“Uh, yeah, I’ve thought about it.”