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Audio | UN: Wei Wuxian

[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-05 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[The call comes out of nowhere after days of silence following that miserable experience they'd shared. He would have come around to texting Jake again eventually, but it would have taken a few more weeks at least. He really had been terrified.

But some things matter a hell of a lot more than his own stupid fear. (and this isn't the conversation that should be held over text.)
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Jake. [His voice shakes with the single syllable.]
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-08 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't even flinch at the sound of Jake's voice despite the fact that he knows he's a dog now. It doesn't matter that he's a dog, it only matters that he's Finn's brother. Wei Wuxian might be terrified of what Jake looks like, but he knows what it is to be an older brother. He knows what it is to find your sibling broken and bleeding at the hands of someone else.]

Someone hurt Finn. [He says, direct to the point because it's what he'd want if it was him. No beating around the bush, not when Finn needs him. His voice softens then, gentling in a way he couldn't have ever dreamed he'd gentle it for a canine.] Doctor McCoy is already looking after him. He says he'll be fine, but you should be here.

I don't know what happened yet. [A half truth. He knows it was Felix and that it happened during training, but this was no training accident. This was a grown man beating on someone younger than him for no other reason than he lacked self control entirely. (And perhaps humanity as well.)]

You just need to come.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-08 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
Jake [he says again and there's a firmness there. He can hear it in Jake's voice, the shock and distance of an out of body experience. Like he's hearing but he's not really fully there. He remembers running through fields for miles and miles as Lotus Pier burned. He remembers night turning to day. Somehow, he'd kept moving. Nothing had felt real even as he knew it was all so painfully real. (There'd still been ash in his mouth, in his hair, in his clothes.) His heart gives a pang and he swallows over a sudden lump in his throat.

Finn needs Jake to be there. He needs him to be there, not lost somewhere in his mind.
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Jake, he's going to be okay. [He repeats because McCoy's words are all that are keeping him from ripping Felix's throat out or feeding him his own insides. (He pushes the anger aside for now because he has to focus on Jake now. Felix will come later.)]

He will be fine. Do you hear me?
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-08 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[It's instinct the way he plasters himself to the wall the second Jake is through the door, a bone deep warning that sends his pulse through the roof. He doesn't flee the room though and it's a testament to the severity of the situation. It helps that when he closes his eyes and listens to Jake's words, it's harder for the fear to consume him when all he can hear is a brother's anguish over the pain of his younger sibling.

(The fear isn't gone, he isn't sure if it'll ever be gone, it just doesn't matter as much.)

He stays there pressed against the wall, listening to Jake and trying not to flinch when he opens his eyes again and sees the way Jake is nosing at Finn. Then Jake turns to look at him and where there might have been a spike of fear before, there's only a rolling seething hatred now at the utterance of that name. His eyes flash with anger, momentarily distracted entirely from the fact that there is a dog only a few feet away from him.
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Yes, [he hisses, and closes his eyes again but this time to try to restrain his anger, not his fear.]

They were training. [The venom with which he spits out the last word makes it clear how pathetic he thinks that excuse.]
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-08 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[His eyes widen at the sound of that growl and he lets out a soft whimper, but even as his whole body twitches and his mind screams at him to run, Wei Wuxian stays put, forcing himself to take another deep breath and focus on the situation at hand. Felix is the enemy here, not Jake.

A single glance at Finn's bruised and bloody face is enough to settle him for now.
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I d-don't know. [His hands curl into fists and he wrenches back control of his voice, forcing it not to quiver.] I don't know where or when. Probably the simulation room. [Because it can be locked, he doesn't clarify.]

Does it matter where? [His eyes narrow, vision fixed on Finn again.] Is there any place or kind of training that can justify this? [The last is asked in a growl of his own.]

This isn't training, this is an angry fool who can't control himself taking out his anger on someone younger and weaker.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-09 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[He can hear the guilt in Jake's voice and his fingers twitch to reach out and offer a comforting hand to his shoulder, or well...back, but they curl instead at the last moment. He isn't that brave, even now.]

Nothing. [He wracks his brain trying to recall anything at all, any hint he'd missed, but if it had been there he hadn't caught it.]

He didn't even tell me he had another teacher. I met Felix on Ciraiwei and if I'd known he was training Finn, I would have said something.

[He goes quiet for a long time and when he speaks again, his voice is steadier than before.]

I made many mistakes back home. Mistakes that hurt people. And sometimes I hurt people on purpose. Finn doesn't know, not really. [He'd alluded to some of it but that was hardly a confession.]

I'm not a good person, Jake, but I try to be. But this man, this is the kind of man I hurt on purpose. Someone who can hurt an innocent like Finn...

I'm going to handle it. This won't happen again.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-09 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Despite the way Jake's volume increases and he's obviously upset, Wei Wuxian finds himself softening in response (for a dog!)and his eyes grow warm as his gaze flickers from Finn to Jake. It's the best possible response because it's the response that puts Finn first, and he finds words spilling from his mouth before he can think about them at all.]

You're such a good brother. [He shakes his head and the anger takes a backseat as he turns his attention fully to Jake.]

I know. Viveca would send me back. [More than that, he knows she'd be angry at him for making her do it. He cares about Viveca and he'd like to think it's a mutual feeling, but she wouldn't have a choice. He won't put her through that, not for Felix.

And he'd lose everyone. (Finn, Ziggy, Yen. He'd lose Itachi so shortly after the man had admitted he would struggle if Wei Wuxian ever left. So soon after Gwen. Felix sure as fuck isn't worth all of that.)
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I'm not going to kill him, Jake. He isn't worth it. I would never do that to Finn or anyone else here that I love. Not over a worthless waste of space like Felix. [He smiles, and it has an edge.]

But we're going to have a talk.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-04-09 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He snorts lightly and the complete insanity of the situation isn't lost on him. Laughing with a dog. (No, he reminds himself, laughing with Jake.) The fear will return as soon as all of this is over, he knows that. It isn't even gone now, only buried beneath something stronger and more important, but for the moment he allows himself to dwell on the strangeness of it all and then he offers Jake a single nod.]

I will. You take care of him. He needs you. [And then just like that, Wei Wuxian is gone. He won't find Felix because the man has gone to hide and won't end up confronting him for several days, but regardless he'll keep his promise to Jake and return to Finn's side.]